Thursday, 25 October 2018

Cigarette & Coffee





Dark silence, eyes wide open, a glass full of fine single malt in one hand and a cigarette in the other, Tanay was sitting in the old house with nothing but a pale notebook against his chest. The silence was haunting the clamorous heart every second. The room was filled with smoke and regrets. Tanay has been here for the last 4 weeks. Every night, he'd open a new bottle of scotch and a pack of cigarettes only to realize he has to spend the rest of his life with regrets and there's nothing he can do to let go of what happened. Sometimes his heart would start to beat faster and he'd start to panic or he'd just lift up his phone, dial a number which wouldn't answer. He grabbed his car keys as he got up to refill his glass and went straight to the car. He was engrossed in the same thoughts as he drove towards the city. He never used to drive the car without some music on, but things were not the same anymore. He kept on driving as he approached a cafe, the same cafe where it all began. It all boiled down to the person he met at the cafe he will never forget in his life. 

It was Shreya, Shreya Chauhan!

17 Nov'16

‘’Smoking’s bad, It’ll Kill you”, Tanay heard a lady as he lit his Marlboro Red.
“I know”, he replied and ignored to enjoy his moment of peace outside the tall building of the MNC he worked for.
“Then why don’t you quit smoking? The time is now “She continued even after his disinterest in the conversation” I work for a firm that encourages people quit smoking & that’s why I’m here”
“Listen, Lady!”
“Sorry I forgot to introduce myself, I’m Shreya from Quit Now.” She continued with more confidence “Our firm has developed a new therapy which helps people quit smoking & its effective.”
It was his eleventh hour at office and he had to stay a couple more. Tanay was impatient by now. He had to submit the onboarding documents from a very big client in the next half an hour.
“Hey! I totally get that you’ve to get new clienteles but you’re wasting your time here. I’ve no interest in quitting and I surely don’t have a penny waste enough to attend your urban therapy” Tanay told her, point blank "and thanks for ruining my smoke time” ,Tanay mumbled and left.
He went straight up. It was midnight by the time he finished his work.
Leaving for home as he drove past the office building in his shining posh Mercedes, he saw Shreya sitting on a bench with a bundle of pamphlets in her hands. Tanay stopped the car. He sat and stared her as she gave them to every passerby. She looked radiant but dull, like the moon on a cloudy night with moonshine coming in & fading away.
He walked to the bench.
It was almost midnight. A girl sitting on a bench under a lamp post looked like a scene from movies.
“Can I have one?” Tanay said in an apologetic tone.
“I thought you didn’t have money for urban therapies.” Shreya mumbled as she handed over the pamphlet.
“Well, Let’s just say today’s your lucky day” Tanay tried to lighten up the heat.
“Yeah well, you begin saving the world by saving one man at a time; all else is grandiose romanticism or politics.’ She said as she looked Tanay right into the eyes.
“Bukowski! Do they train to quote Bukowski for selling products?”
“Call on the numbers given if interested, I don’t think you will but it’s my responsibility to tell.” She said as she packed her bag and walked away.
Tanay was dismayed with the reaction. A salesperson wants nothing but sales. Why would she react this way? He thought the reason might be what happened in the afternoon.
Day 2
 It was 7 in the evening, Tanay was just taking off from the office when he got a text from Karan, his college friend who used to live in solitude but has been finding his best friend in Tanay since college days. 

"I'll be at Gaur's Coffee House at 7:30, see you there", the text read.
"Asshole", Tanay murmured as he turned his car towards Gaur's. 
Tanay parked his car and was walking to Gaur's when he noticed someone walking with loud foot noise behind him. He looked behind and there she was, Shreya, walking with a clear glimpse of panic on her face.
Tanay stopped as she walked past him without noticing his existence. Tanay kept on looking until she was out of sight as she took the elevator to the ground floor. He took out his phone to check if Karan reached only to find out 4 missed calls. It was Karan who kept on calling and at last drop a text that he couldn’t make it tonight.

Tanay reached the café and ordered the usual. He spotted Shreya on the corner bench sipping her coffee and staring into nothing.
Tanay walked towards Shreya. 
“I think we should peace out”,Tanay chuckled as Shreya looked at him with a blank expression, “May I if you don’t mind?” He pulled the chair and sat right next to her.
“I used to work for ‘Modern Day Bukowski’ as an editor, they don’t train a salesperson to quote Bukowski” Shreya said as she stirred her coffee and slowly looked above.
“Then why Quit Now? You’d have obviously got better offers, surely better than a sales job.” Tanay asked curiously.
"Life’s short and it sucks. There’s nothing you can do about it”, Shreya sighed.
“This might sound awkward and creepy but will you go out on a date with me?” Tanay wanted to ask Shreya.
“You don’t know me. A day ago I was selling a service to you and now you want to go out with me?”  He thought Shreya would say.
“I’m sorry! But I got to leave.” Shreya humbly told Tanay as she got up and started packing her wallet,” & the less you know the better” and she left leaving Tanay in confusion.
Tanay could spot Shreya daily in the area near his office where they first met. He could see her distributing the pamphlets and registering new people for Quit Now.
Tanay tried to strike a conversation again but she would ignore. He wanted to know the girl who quoted Shakespeare and Bukowski but was selling Quit Now services.
Tanay liked Shreya’s presence around even though they didn’t talk. He would stare at her motivating people to quit smoking. He always tried to strike a conversation. She had him at a point where he’d have left the entire world for her.
That day he couldn’t spot Shreya. He tried to enquire around but no one knew the whereabouts.  
Six Months Later
Tanay was browsing Facebook as he saw Shreya’s picture on the Quit Now Page.
The caption read:
“Shreya Chauhan, the beloved volunteer for Quit Now, passed away fighting with Lung Cancer. She dedicated her last times help people quit smoking after she left her lovable job as an Editor for the much acclaimed national magazine, ‘Modern Day Bukowski’. May her soul rest in peace”



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